shoot myself to love you if i loved myself i would shoot you

schools almost out yayyyyy

Fri, 09 Jun 2006 14:39:53 GMT

so todays our last friday woooootttt
mike can kiss my ass i dont even fuckin care any more faggot couldnt even stay hard cuz he does to much herion
i love my friends sooooo much they made the situation sooooo much fucking better-cintrinia,jenelle,amber,lissa,joel i love you motha fuckas
i hope i dont work late tonight i wanna get fucked up ive really been wantin to roll lately i need to get my first god damn check!!!!!!!

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 13:00:19 GMT

kyle was right mike will ALWAYS be a fuckin douchebag asshole who only cares about himself
i hope he dies.

im bored

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 17:49:19 GMT

Pierce your nose or tounge?: Tounge since I already have it done
Be serious or funny?: funny
Drink whole milk or skim?: skim
Are you
Simple or complicated?: simple
Loving or cold hearted?: lovin
Do you prefer
Angels or flowers?: flowers
Grey or black?: black
colored photos or black and white ones?: depends
lust or love?: Love even though heartbreak hurts more than anything
sunrise or sunset?: sunset
M&Ms or Skittles?: skittles
Rap or rock?: Depends on the mood but prolly rap
Staying up late or waking up early?: staying up late
Tv or Radio?: radio
Eating apples or eating oranges?: both
Answer truthfully
Do you have a crush?: A bf whos an ass sometimes
if so do they know?: Idk he doesn’t think so prolly not
More do you prefer
Being hot or cold?: cold
short or tall members of the opposite sex?: Mmm talllll
Sun or moon?: moon
Emeralds or rubies?: rubies
Vanilla or choclate ice cream?: vanilla
Boys or girls?: Boys girls are sooo dramatic
Low fat or fat free?: fat free
green beans or carrots?: Green beans
About you
What time is it?: 140pm
Name: Kimberlee Ann Parks
Nicknames: Kim kimmie(yuck) kimbertits
Tattoos: sooooonnnn
Piercings: Tounge belly ears
What do you want?!?!
Where do you want to live?: Close to my mom and kirk
How many kids do you want?: idk
What kind of job do you want?: Social worker
Do you want to get married?: To someone whoa ctually loves me
Unique
Nervous habbits:: Bitin my tounge ring , crossin my arms
Are you double jointed?: No but very flexible
Can you roll your tounge?: Tounge ring gets in my way
Can you raise one eyebrow?: No damnit
can you cross your eyes?: yea
Can you blow a spit bubble?: No but I wanna do that too lol
Do you make your bed daily?: If I remember
Which shoe do you put on first?: Whatever one I grab first
Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at somebody?: Hell yea
on average how much money do you carry with you?: However many drugs im buyin
What jewlery do you wear?: My bling bling earings two rings and a bracelet
Favorite piece of clothing?: Hmmmm idk I have a lot I love
FOOD
Do you twirl your spagetti or cut it?: twirl
Have you ever eaten spam?: Fuck that
Favorite ice cream flavor?: Mint chocolate chip
how many kinds of cereal are in you cabnet?: A lot lol
whats your favorite beverage?: Hmmm idk
whats your favorite resturant?: Applebees
Do you cook?: yea
Grooming
How often do you brush your teeth?: twice a day
Hair drying method:: Air dry
Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair/whatcolor?: Yea too many times
do you ever spit?: If im coughin up a loogie I aint gonna swallow it
you own more than one brush:: yea
your favorite color(s) is:: Hot pink lime green
you plan on going to college:: yep
you're completely broke right now:: Yea I need to get my first check!
you're happy with your hair:: Hell no I wish it were brown
you own a dog:: My puppy brody
you spend your money wisely:: Lol not at all
you're always making new friends:: yea
you like to swim:: Its alright
you got bored so you took a shower?: I have before
you're patient:: Hell no
What time is it now?: 145pm
Random shit
Favorite cheese?: american
favorite nail polish color?: my hot pink one
ever been streaking?: Yep with lori kinda a drunk naked runnin around thing
how many concerts have you been to?: A lot
Moshing or skanking?: Wtf is skankin
Do you play DDR?: Lol hell no
do you like llamas?: Tina ya fat lard
how about monkies?: Kinda stinky
favorite type of music:: Depends on my mood

fuck yourself

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 13:26:35 GMT

70 Odd Questions:

[1] What is your middle name?
Ann

[2] What color is your mailbox?
I think its wood

[3] Last time you laughed soo hard you cried?
when me and my moms bf were high and we were tradin candy lol

[4] Have you ever hit a deer?
no id prolly poop myself

[5] Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home?
highway bridge

[6] Do you get the paper delivered to your house in the morning?
nope

[7] Who checks the mail in your house?
whoever

[8] Do you have a small driveway:
hell no its long as fuck

[9] Do you know anyone with the same ringtone as you:
idk

[10] What do you do first in the morning?
think fuck I don’t wanna get outta bed

[11] What brand is your printer?
idk

[12] Do you enjoy fighting with people?
yea if its not a friend if im just tryin to be a bitch then its fun

[14] Who was your first grade teacher?
I forgot her name but I do remember my kindergarten teachers name

[16] Are you taller than your mother?
im not taller than anyone

[17] Do you have a favorite word?
fuck or cunt lol

[18] What color are your bedroom walls?
uhhh idk they are all covered with posters n shit

19] What do you to get over a broken heart?
go out with friends and get trashed which I need to do becuz my bf is an ass

[20] Do you have a deep dark secret?
not that I kno of

[22] Do you enjoy writing in colored pens?
sure

[23] Does anything hurt on your body right now?
my fuckin leg

[24] Do you often cry during movies?
no not unless im raggin or they are really sad

[25] Do you hate your life?
most of the time yea

[26] Do you get mad easily?
who me haha never (yea VERY)

[28] What is your biggest pet peeve?
ppl starin at me

[29] What is your away message?
don’t have one up

[30] Do any of your friends have kids?
yep three of them

[32] Who should pay on the first date?
don’t matter

[33] How many years older and younger than you are you willing to date?
no one under 15 and no one over 23

[34] Do you have any friends?
no I don’t well DUHHH

[35] Do you have any mean friends?
yep and im proud they are mean

[36] What is the ugliest color in your opinion?
ehhh yellow or orange

[37] Have you ever liked someone who all your friends couldn't stand?
my bf right now

[38] Have you ever felt like driving off a cliff, seriously?
yea wish I had one right now

[39] Have you ever been fired from a job?
yea cuz supposedly I stole 47.99 for my coke habit that I wasn’t even aware of since coke sucks balls!

[40] What year was your house built?
I don’t fuckin kno

[41] When was the last time you slept in someone elses bed?
few months ago

[42] What brand are the pant/jeans you're wearing right now?
idk they’re pjs

[43] How tall are you?
like 5’1

[44] What is the closest green object?
ryans computer game lol

[45] What is on your feet?
socks and shoes?

[46] Do you always wear underwear?
well duh

[48] Do you want to have kids?:
not anytime soon

[49] How many years apart are you and your next sibling?
hes like 26 I think idk I don’t talk to them bitches

[50] Who is the friend that you would never expect to be gay?
james hahah

[51] No Question...
I hate boys

[52] Whats your mothers middle name:
jane too bad her first name aint mary

[53] Stupidest movie you ever saw?
house of wax

[54] Do you collect comic books?
duhhhh

[55] Do you look like your dad?
no thank god fuckin asshole

[56] Do you have any TV shows on DVD:
dave chapelle BITCH

[57] Are you wearing makeup:
a lil

[58] Do you have a tattoo:
not yet!!! damnit

[60] You win the lottery. You:
buy endless supply of drugs and my parents something nice

[61] How many pairs of underwear do you have:
too many to count

[62] Is there something you want to tell someone but you dont know how?
yep

[61] Do you know how to draw:
yea like stick ppl

[63] Who is your hero:
my mommy or her bf

[64] Who'd you last IM:
prolly Kevin or amber idk

[65] Do you work a lot of hours?
o yea

[66] What do you do when you are stressed out?
get high eat go to bed
[67] Who was the last person that called you?
mike

[68] Is there anything you regret?
my life

[69] Do you know where your family name originated from?
hell no

[70] Is there any animal/insect that creeps you out?
EWWW YES centipedes or maggots!!!!

bored and it never lets me do this shit on myspace

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 13:34:45 GMT

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
I have one on my cheek from eatin shit and smackin my face on a table when I was little

2. WHATS ON YOUR BEDROOM WALLS?
pictures EVERYWHERE

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
a piece of shit

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
lots of stuff been listenin to mostly rap lately

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
like 3 pm errr something

6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DESSERT?
anything with icecream

theres no 7?

8. HAVE YOU EVER DONE DRUGS?
haha never in my life

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
sometimes

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
if im on something lol I might

12. ONE PERSON THAT MAKES YOU CRY?
my mom

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DAY?
fridaynight

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
hair doesn’t matter but I love blue or green eyes I love mikeys eyes 

15. HAVE YOU EVER LIKED SOMEONE AND THEY DIDN'T KNOW?
duh

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
ewww neither

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
cheese and pepperoni

18. If you could eat anything right now what would it be?
ummmmm pizza now that were talking bout it

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT MADE YOU MAD?
mike lol

20. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
i speak some french

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
how the fuck am I suppose to remember

22. DO YOU LOVE ANYBODY, WHO IS IT?
yesss my baby michael

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
no but im flexible as fuck

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
volcom is really cute

25. DO YOU LIKE WHERE YOU LIVE?
its okay I love my house

26. ARE YOU A PIMP?
hells yea lol

27. WHATS YOUR MOM'S NAME?
cyndy

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
no that’s too painful

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
just chillin cuddling

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
69

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
don’t matter

32. WHAT IS THE ONE PHONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
prolly mike or kaylia I don’t like callin ppl

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
stupid bitches who think they rule EVERYTHING

35. DO YOU DRIVE?
haha no damnit I got arrested

37. FIRST JOB?
mickey d’s

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
haha duh

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
listenin to dizzee rascal lookin at my myspace

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
lypo stupid fat!!!

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
bored

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
my eyes or boobs lol

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
I don’t drink much anyway just drugs sooo everythin I do is usually illegal

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
my damn tattoo

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
ehh idk

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
yep

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
no

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
def my middle I can tell ppl to fuck off without sayin a word

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
last night

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
its alright

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAL?
chicken fingers bitch

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
yea always chasin the bad boy, smoking, drugs, over analyzing everything

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
none I like them all

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
duh how can you NOT love me

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
not if I swore

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
well duh you have to have some sort of physical attraction

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
punchin things or ppl lol

58. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
aww yea my puppy brody shes the CUTIEST

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
no

60. WHAT WAS YouR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
worms lol I was a weirdo

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
too many to count

i miss my baby :(

Fri, 02 Jun 2006 13:24:42 GMT

1. Where were you 1 hour ago?
**upstairs in school makin up a test

2. Who will be your next kiss?
**mike I hope :/

3. What is the largest amount of money you spent in one store?
**uhhh idk couple hundred

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
**my toenails

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
**umm a couple weeks ago

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
**no

8. When was the last time you went out of town?
**god uhhh prolly easter

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days
**no

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
**water

12.What are you wearing right now?
**jeans and a baggy shirt im scrubbing today
13. have you been in a car wash?
**duh who hasnt

14. Last fast food you ate?
**uhhh I think a & ws and it tasted like shit

15. Where were you last week on Saturday?
**sittin in my room with triner trippin my balls off

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
**I don’t think so

17. When is the last time you ran?
**uhh when I used to work out lol

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
*i HATE sports

19. What is your favorite class in school?
**lunch

20. Your dream vacation??
**AMSTERDAM!!!

21. Last persons house you were in?
**mikes I think

22. How old are your parents?
**Mom -47 kirk(fuck my dad I have a kirk lol)36i think 35 or 36

23. Are you in love?
**its hard to be when he never calls me!! But yes I love him 

24. Do u miss anyone?
**yes Michael
25. Last play you saw?
**schoolhouse rock hahaha

27. What are your plans for tonight?
**work hometown days getting a drug of some sort then sleep

28. Who is the last person you sent a message to on myspace?
**Justin hayes

30. Ever go to camp?
**fuck that

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
**well yeaaa

32. What do you want to know about the future?
**if it will be shit

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
**No I keep forgettin lol

34. Are you hungry?
**kinda

35. Where is your best friend(s) located?
**Swartz mother fuckin creek

36. Who is your best friend?
**cintrinia and kay

37. Do you have a tan?
**getting there

38. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
** fuck kids(not literally)

39. Do you collect anything?
**yea rocks wtf no

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
**a few months ago with my parents hahaha tryin to catch us ridin dirty

42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
**yea

43. How do you like your drinks?
**what kind of drinks

44. Do you like hot sauce?
**no

45. Last time you took a shower?
**last night

46. who do you have a crush on?
**my bf lol

47. What is your age?
**17

48. Are you someones best friend?
**well DUH

49. Are you rich?
** not rich but def not poor

50. What do you think of the person who took this survey before?
**Amanda sproll-I love that bitch lol

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Fri, 26 May 2006 18:00:16 GMT

myspace was being a bitch so i posting it here
1) Do you have a crush on somebody? Um I wouldn’t call it a crush since hes my bf lol
2) Do you hate more than 3 people? Nope just one

3) How many houses have you lived in? umm 3 or 4

4) Favorite candy bar? Reeses peanut butter cups (yea I kno they aren’t candy bars)

6) Have you ever tripped someone? Haha yup

7) Least favorite school subject?: uhhhh math prolly

8) How many pairs of shoes do you own? Too many to count

9) Do you own a Britney Spears CD? nope

10) Have you ever thrown up in a public place? Haha yea damn hang over

11) Name one thing that is always on your mind: I think about mike a lot

12) Favorite genre of music? Uhhh idk I love rap but I love stuff like the blood brothers and a static lullaby so I don’t really have a fav

13) What is your zodiac sign? aquarius

14) What time were you born? Three pmish

15) Do you like beer? sometimes

16) Ever made a prank phone call? Lol duh

17) What is the most embarssing cd you own? Idk they got stolen so I only have a few now and I like em all

18) Are you sarcastic? Yeaa if im mad or something
19) What are your favorite colors? Neon green or hot pink

20) How many watches do you own? I think one idk I never wear it

21) Summer or winter? Hmmm summers too hot and winters too cold but snow is gay so prolly summer

22) Is anyone in love with you? I hope so lol

23) Favorite color to wear? Black its slimming lol

24) Pepsi or Sprite? pepsi

25) What do you like in the other sex? Honesty, funny, cute, sweet

26) Where is your second home? James house fo sho I love his mom!

27) Have you ever slapped someone? Hell yea I have

28) Have you ever had a cavity? one

29) How many lamps are in your bedroom? none

30) How many video games do you own? None fuck video games

31) What was your first pet? A dog

32) Sprinter or jogger? I physically cant run lol

33) Do looks matter? To a certain extent I mean I like personality but if your dogass ugly then its outta the question

34) Do you use chapstick? If my lips are chapped

35) Name a teacher from high school: mr pike

36) American Eagle or Abercrombie? Fuck both

37) Are you too forgiving? With guys yes

38) How many children do you want?idk I don’t like kids

39) Do you own something from Hot Topic? yea

40) Favorite breakfast meal? Cinnamon French toast motha fuckas

41) Do you own a gun? No but my step dad does lol

42) Ever thought you were in love? yea

43) When was the last time you cried? Ummmmm Saturday I think I don’t remember

44) What did you do 3 nights ago? Same thing I do every night smoke weed and talk to mike on the phone

45) Olive Garden? The salad and bread sticks are tight

46) Have you ever called your teacher mommy? Wtf hell no

47) Have you ever been to a castle? White castle

48) Nicknames? Kimmie(eww), kimbertits,kimbertitties, hot bitch, yea weird names

49) Do you know anyone named Bertha? Lmao I wish

50) Ever been to Kentucky? I don’t think so

51) Do you own something from Banana Republic? Wtf is that

52) Are you thinking about somebody right now? Yes :)

53) Ever called somebody Boo? Yea one person

54) Do you smoke? Smoke what?

55) Do you own a diamond ring? yup

56) Are you happy with your life right now? Yes thanks to a certain somebody

57) Do you dye your hair? Used too

58) Does anyone have a crush on you? idk

60) What were you doing in May of 1994? Idk being 4 years old

61) Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD? Not anymore

62) McDonalds or Wendys? McDonalds

63) Do you like yourself? no

64) Are you closer to your mother or father? Def. mom I HATE my dad

65) Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex? Ummmm I LOVE eyes and hip bones lol yes hip bones

66) Are you afraid of the dark? Not unless im on something weird lol

67) Have you ever eaten paste? Idk maybe when I was little

68) Do you own a webcam? no

69) Have you ever stripped? no

70) Ever broke a bone?: no

72) Do you chat on AIM often? Used too

73) Pringles or Lays? pringles

74) Have you ever broken someone's heart? ……yea

75) Rugrats or Doug? Doug fo sho haha

76) Full House or The Brandy Bunch? full house(atleast uncle Jessie is hot)

77) Did/do you like your high school guidance counselor? i dont like counselors

79) Do you have a birth mark? A small one

80) Do you own a cell phone? yes

81) Can you cook? If I have directions yea

82) 3 things that annoy you: loud sluts, guys who are pigs, and ppl who think they kno about my life

83) Do you text message often? no

84) Money or love? That’s a hard one prolly love
85) Do you have any scars? Who the fuck doesnt

86) What do you want more than anything right now? To be with mike and to be trippin on come cid

87) Do you enjoy scary movies? yup

88) Relationships or one night stands? Relationships

89) Big Red or Juicy Fruit? both. juicy fruit
90) Do you enjoy greasy food? Haha I shouldn’t but yea

91) Have you seen all the Rocky movies? I hate action movies

92) Do you own a box of crayons? No actually I want some :(

93) Ever had sex in a public place? Im a virgin lol

94) Who was the last person that said they loved you? Either mike last night or my mom this morning I don’t remember

95) Who was the last person that made you mad? My mom

96) Who was the last person that made you cry? My mom

97) Who was the last person that made you laugh? mike

98) Who was the last person that you fell for?mike

99) Who was the last person that instant messaged you? cintrinia

100) Who was the last person that you called? mike

Tue, 16 May 2006 13:32:37 GMT

i havent really been using this but im bored so i figured id write another entry.

yesterday was really gay i was in a bitch ass mood and somebody was being a douche.

i think todays gona be better tho the last week has been sucking ass i just cant wait to get outta this school i hate it SOOOOOOOOOOo much.
im so excited for summer even tho cintrinias leavin for like 3 weeks ahhh but atleast theres kaylia cuz shes awesome to party with lol i just wish her parents would let her stay at MY house cuz at her house you have to wrap yourself in her curtain and blow the smoke outta the damn screen just to get high and at my house you can just chill and not have to worry about parents freaking out i mean from time to time my mom will spazz about something but not me smoking. welli dont really have much else to ramble about so leave me comments to read mother fuckers cuz school sucks dick and im bored

ehhh

Mon, 15 May 2006 13:42:17 GMT

yea im in school and super bored
i hate being here and im in a weird
mood today i miss mike i feel like i havent
talked to him in forever
well this class is almost oveerrrr

question thingy

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 18:36:24 GMT

--LOVE--

Do u have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:
no but I think I like someone :)

When and where was your first kiss?:
in a garage when I was in fourth grade lmao I was even a pimp then

Do u remember it like it was yesterday?:
yep the mother fucking had chapped ass lips

Was it yesterday?:
no

Was it with your first boyfriend/girlfriend?:
no

Did you write I heart (his/her name) or I love (his/her name) all over your hand?:
cant say ive EVER done that

Did you really love him/her or just like him a whole lot?:
idk if I even really liked him that much lol

--FAMILY--

What's your mom's name?:
cyndy

What's your dad's name?:
asshole-or Jim whatever you prefer I prefer asshole

What are your sibling's names and ages?:
jen-26 mike-25

What's your mom's maiden name?:
smith

Where does your mom work?:
well she usually works at Dana in Pontiac but shes to sick to work :(

Where does your dad work?:
who knows hes a fucking loooooser

Do you get along with your siblings?:
no my sister is a cunt and my brother is just like my asshole dad

Do you have any pets?:
no my dog ran away :( but we’re suppose to be getting a new one

If so, what kind?:

Does your family ever watch movies together?: yea when we’re stone

Are you and your mom close?:
yea but sometimes its hard cuz shes sooo bitchy

If you have a sister, are you and you sister close?:
no shes a fat whore.

Does your family ever go on family vacations?:
hardly ever

What's your favorite memory of your family?:
sittin on the couch stoned with my mom and kirk cracking the fuck up

Did/Does your family ever take home videos?:
no we’re always stoned cant show the family that my parents smoke with me

Do you have family albums?:
yep

What kind of car does your mom drive?:
a silver monte carlo I LOVE it

What kind of car does your dad drive?:
who knows who cares but kirk drives some weird car he calls the “g-ride” yes we are black.

Do your parents ever brag to strangers or friends about your achievements?:
ugh my mom does its SOOOOOOOOOOOO annoyoing her bf just says im a lazy pothead but it takes one to kno one

Do you have a "perfect" older sister?:
if being a fat bitchy twofaced shady bitch is perfect

Do you have an older brother who's a huge "jock"?
haha fuck no hes a pothead too

Do you have a little sister who's really annoying?:
nope im the youngest :)

Do you have a weird little brother?:
ugh these questions are pissing me off

--FRIENDS--

Do you have a best friend you do everything with?:
yup cintrinia marie <3

Do you have a friend you can tell anything to?:
cintrinia my lesbian LOVER

Do you shop a lot with your friends?:
shoplift with kaylia haha

Has there ever been a person you thought was your best friend, and then stabbed you in the back?:
um hmm

Has your best friend ever moved away?:
no but I did it was gay

When you got to middle school/high school did a girl who was one of your friends become really popular?:
uhhhh who cares? I get along with just about everyone

Has any of your friends ever gotten pregnant?:
yep

Which of your friends will most likely become president someday?:
me DUH haha

Which one of your friends will probably get arrested someday?:
kaylia or rayanne lol

Which one of your friends will probably have a kid, but then get the kid taken away by child welfare?:
haha uhhh hopefully no one thatd suck dick

After you graduate from college, do you still think you'll remain in contact with your friends from school?:
I kno cintrinia for sure but hopefully everyone else id be so bummed

--FUTURE--

Where do you go to college?:
i want to go to someone around ann arbor

What are you majoring in?:
being a social worker

What do you want to be when you grow up?:
social worker

Where do you want to get married?:
ugh guys suck

How many years after you're married do you want to have kids?:
idk whenever im ready

How many kids do you want to have?:
one or two

What would you name your daughter (s)?:
alexcia or mary jane haha

What do you want to name your son (s)?:
idk

What city/state do you want to live in?:
I don’t really care just not CREEK

Would you send your kids to public, private, boarding, or home school?:
public

Do you want to be a grandparent?:
sure

How do you want to die?:
overdose least ill die trashed

Do you want to be buried or cremated?:
don’t really care

--THE EARLY DAYS--

Birthdate:
01-24-89

What time were you born?:
in the afternoon

Where you born early, late, or on time?
I was late

Are you the youngest, oldest, middle or only child?:
youngest

What was your first word?:
lmao k-mart talk about white trash baby

When did you first learn how to walk?:
how the fuck do I remember

Did you watch Barney?:
hell yea

Did you watch Blue's Clues?:
sometimes

Did you ever wet the bed?:
idk I don’t remember

Who was your biggest idol?:
uhhh I don’t remember lol prolly one of them spice girls

What was your favorite Halloween costume?:
idk they all sucked

Were you in love with Nick Carter from the Backstreet Boys?:
fuck that aj man he was the hardass with the gotee

Justin Timberlake from N*Sync?:
haha duhhhhh hes still hot

What elementary school did you go to?:
Lincoln park, central

Who was your best friend in elementary school?:
Jennifer and we’re still friends 

What Middle School did you go to?
scms

Did you like middle school?:
fuck school in the ass

Who was your best friend in middle school?:
uhhh amber and kyle prolly

Is high school better than middle school?:
yea more freedom

--NOW--
Age:
17

Location:
lennon/creek

Are you tall or short?:
short as fuck

Who do you hang out with the most?:
cintrinia shes like the only non dramatic person in creek her or james

Do you drive?:
haha no got arrested

Do you have a job?:
did but fuck mcdonalds

What's your hardest class?:
French 2 I don’t get a god damn thing

Do you like school?:
id rather go to school then just lay around all day

Do you ever babysit to earn extra money?:
I haven’t in a long time

If you're a girl, do you wear makeup?:
yea I look like a boy w/o make up

What's the longest you've been out on a school night?:
uhhh 4 430 am

What's the longest you've been out on a Friday night?:
5 6 am

Ever smoked?:
duh everyday

Ever been drunk?:
yes

Are you a stoner?:
some call me it

Do you have a cell phone?:
yes

Do you have an iPod or an MP3 player?:
im addicted to my mp3 player

--RIGHT NOW--
are you cold?:
nope

are you hot?:
kinda

is your hair up?:
nope

are your shoes black?:
no…wtf are with these questions lol

are you wearing pajamas?:
no

is your phone right beside you?:
yup

are you watching tv?:
no im at gay ass school

are you mad at someone/something?:
fuck drama

are you wearing makeup?:
duh

are you wearing chapstick?:
actually yes! I just put some one

do you have plans for tonight?:
not yet 

are you tired?:
yea went to bed at 2am last night

are you excited?:
uhh why would I be?

-- RANDOM --
whens the last time you were kissed?:
when I kissed my mom good bye yesterday lmao

whens the last time you ate?:
last night damn munchies

is your bed comfy?:
yea but I wish it were bigger

is your phone on vibrate?:
yup

how old were you 4 years ago?:
13

Have you ever kissed in the rain?:
yup

-- PAST --

done anything you regret?:
yea a few things

ever broke a bone?:
surprisingly no

ever lied?:
duh

ever stuck gum under a desk?:
haha fuck yea

ever spit at someone?:
haha ive spit gum on someone

ever kick something living?: my moms bf and rick once lol

ever trip over your own feet?:
all the time

ever had your nails done?:
yea they are gay

ever picked a scab?:
when I was little it was like my hobbie

ever smoked a cigarette?:
everyday

ever drank alcohol?:
duh

ever passed OUT from alcohol?:
haha yup alcohol mixed with pills and pot

ever had a hangover?:
ugh yes I HATE them
ever thrown up b/c u cried so hard?:
almost

ever wished you would die?: yea…

--NEXT WEEK--
have any plans for next week?:
yes im suppose to hang out with cintrinia kay rayanne and this wonderful boy Kevin

do you know what youre gonna wear next week?:
fuck no I never plan ahead

anything exciting happening next week?:
seeing kevin

got anywhere to go next week?:
yup
--TODAY--
have you yelled at someone?:
haha like everyday

have you gotten mad at someone?:
well DUH

have you cried?:
no never come on im a GIRL

have you called more then 3 people?:
……

have you IMd more than 3 people?:
idk

have you updated your myspace?:
yup

have you taken a shower?:
yea

have you shaved your legs?:
haha its been a few days

--YESTERDAY--
have you yelled at someone?:
yup my mom is a jerk and kenny

have you gotten mad at someone?:
my mom and Kenny

have you cried?:
watching a movie in mr pikes

have you called more then 3 people?:
no

have you IMd more than 3 people?:
no
have you updated your myspace?:
not yesterday

have you taken a shower?:
well duh

have you shaved your legs?:
nope

omg that was long as fuck

name thingy from ambers lj

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 14:26:23 GMT

K	Kind
I	Influential
M	Masculine
B	Brutal
E	Eccentric
R	Revolutionary
L	Loud
E	Enjoyable
E	Exquisite

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

it wouldnt work in myspace so ill just put it on lj

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 14:17:44 GMT

[] broken a promise.
[] fell in love.
[] fell out of love.
[] realized you were in love all along.
[] done something you swore never to do.
[x] lied.
[x] stole.
[x] went behind your parents back.
[] cried over a broken heart.
[] disappointed someone close.
[x] hidden a secret.
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxx] pretended to be happy.
[] got arrested.
[] kissed in the rain.
[] slept under the stars.
[] gotten in a fight.
[] kept your new year's resolution.
[] forgot your new year's resolution.
[] met someone who changed your life.
[] met one of your idols.
[] changed your outlook on life.
[x] sat home all day doing nothing.
[x] pretended to be sick.
[] left the country.
[] almost died.
[] drank myself retarded.
[] lost someone close to you.
[] been to the hospital.
[] gotten closer to someone.
[] streaked.
[x] cried over someone.
[] broken up with a girlfriend or boyfriend.
[] given up something important to you.
[] talked on the phone all night.
[] lost a friend.
[x] made a friend.
[x] found an old friend again.
[x] been hurt miserably.
[x]been at your lowest point.
[x] wanted to be someone else.
[x] made a mistake.
[] trusted someone you shouldn't have.
[x] learned something new about yourself.
[] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
[] made a change in your life.
[x]found out who your true friends were.
[] made a total fool of yourself.
[] met great people.
[] changed your life for good.

that was fun....

blah why do i do this to myself?

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 14:30:52 GMT

This weekend was okay i guess.
I dont remember what i did friday i think i just stayed home.
Saturday was fun. Rayanne came over and we went to dani's then robbie came and got us and we went and got justin hayes greg and mike. Then i decided that i couldnt stay at danis and craig came and got me and ray and took me home and i was REALLY fucked up then got home did some more shit and passed out slept till 6pm woke up went to the couch passed out again woke up puked and smoked a joint and then went back to sleep.

Justin wants me and ray to go up north with him this weekend and party but theres no way getting around my mom so that wont work :(

Idk why i keep talking to him when i kno ill get attached then get my heart broken. Its an endless cycle of pain...

Things are looking up :)

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 14:37:24 GMT

Yesterday was really good at school. Three of my friends and myself patched things up. Me and james are okay now me and kyle seem pretty okay now and one of my old old olddd friends from like my childhood and i patched things up :)

After school got bad though i had to go to the doctors with my mom and they FINALLY figured out whats wrong with her. She has an infection 3 different places in her spine and part of her spine is chipped. She has to be on long term antibiodics and possibly get back surgery. I dont kno if i can handle her being in the hospital again :( I'm so scared...

Other than my mom being really sick things have been getting better, i hope they dont get worse again.

Kyle i just wanted to say thanks for everything for being a good person and apologozing. Lifes too short to be mad at each other over a retared and i mean RETARDED boy. You ment a lot to me before all this shit happend so i hope we can get atleast half as close as we were. <3

Well thats all for now

-KiM-

Ocean Breathes Salty

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 14:38:18 GMT

So i havent been up to very much lately. Just hanging out with friends and goin to school and work. My moms getting worse and shes off of work again, she has another doctors appt. today :( Shes been freaking out on me because she has no one else to freak out on sooooo thats always fun gettin yelled at for nothing. Work and school are the highlights of my week and danielles house is usually the highlight of the weekend. Acid trippin with her is the best this weekend we're prolly gonna take some shrooms. But thats about all im looking forward too. I just want my mom to get better. I heard about kyles grandpa and i kno she doesnt want sympathy and i kno we arents friends but i just wanted to say i hope he gets better.

I hope i can hang out with Cintrinia some time soon. I havent hung out with her in almost a month. Get ungrounded! </3 Well i dont have anything else to say so later -KiM-

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 13:59:14 GMT

CURRENT
1) current clothes: Tilt jeans and a blue independent t-shirt
2) current mood: sleepy and bored
3) current music: beyonce check on it lol

4) current taste: nothing?

5) current make-up: Eyeshadow, eyeliner, mascara
6) current hair: down and straight
7) current smell: my perfume, lilo
8) current thing i ought to be doing: work since im in 2nd hour
9) current desktop picture: whatever swartz creek computers have as their background
10) current favorite artist: The blood brothers or MSI

11) current favorite group: uhh the blood brothers or msi lol
12) current book: one of them harry potters

13) current cd in cd player: idk
14) current dvd in player: nothing
15) current color of toenails: dark purple
16) current refreshment: nothing :(
17) current worry: exams, doing all my homework

LAST PERSON
18) you touched: Ryan rider when i slapped him on the head :)
19) you talked to on the phone: my mom
20) you hugged: my mom wow im a looooser
21) you instant messaged: idk
22) you yelled at: my mom
23) you kissed: sean

FAVORITE
24) foods: chicken fingers
25) drink: frozen cokes
26) color: hot pink and black
27) album: crimes by the blood brothers
28) shoes: white and black checkered etnies
29) candy: sour patch kids
30) animal: puppies and kittens!
31) television show: meet the barkers or something idk
32) song: how we do by 50 cent and the game

33) vegetable: peas
34) fruit: strawberries or cherries

35) cartoon: spongebob

ARE YOU
36) understanding: sometimes
37) open-minded: yes
38) arrogant: idk?
39) insecure: very

40) interesting: to some people i guess
41) easily amused: yea
42) random: lol yup

43) hungry: all the time
44) friendly: not really, sometimes
45) smart: book smart but my common sense....enough said

46) moody: at times

47) childish: i have my moments
48) independent: i like to think so

49) healthy: no im a fat ass lol
50) emotionally stable: uhh def. not all the time
51) shy: haha not usually
52) difficult: very
53) bored easily: yea
54) messy: no
55) thirsty: now that i think about it yea
56) responsible: kinda
57) obsessed: with boys in girl pants

58) angry: no
59) sad: no
60) happy: not really lol
61) hyper: can be
62) trusting: not with guys
63) talkative: duh

WHO DO YOU WANT TO
64) kill: kyle, my dad, since amber doesnt want to kill me then i dont want to kill her lol

65) slap: mike sowa, my mom, cassie,..theres wayyyy to many
66) get high with: alicia.....this friday woot!
67) tickle: what thats kinda creepy
68) look like: brody dale
69) talk to offline: uhh no one really
70) talk to online: uhhh yea

HAVE YOU EVER
71) sucked helium out of a balloon: hell yea
72) done drugs: yes
73) eaten an entire package of oreos: close to it
74) been on stage: nope
75) dumped someone: yes

76) gotten in a car accident: kinda a little one

77) been in love: unfortunatly

FAVORITE
78) shampoo: garnier fructis
79) toothpaste: crest i guess
80) soap: caress
81) room in your house: my room
82) instrument: uhh idk

EITHER/OR
83) coffee or hot chocolate: hot chocolate
84) big or little: uhhh
85) lace or satin: uhh again

86) new or old: new
87) tom cruise or brad pitt: brad pitt
88) vogue or cosmopolitan: uhhh my glasses are cosmo and they are cute soooo cosmo?
89) jeans or cords: jeans
90) hooded sweater or sweatshirt: hoodie
91) t-shirt or tank top: shirt
92) skirt or dress: skirt

93) wool or cotton: cotton

94) rose or lily: rose

95) oldies or pop: pop i guess

96) do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: nope

97) do you have a best friend: cintrinia and kaylia

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU
98) cried: nope
99) helped someone: at mcdonalds
100) bought something: nope
101) gotten sick: no

102) gone to the movies: nope
103) gone out for dinner: no
104) said "i love you.": yea my mommy :)

105) written a real letter: no
106) moved on: about....i guess noo
107) talked to an ex: nope
109) talked to someone you like: i dont like anyone so nope
110) had a serious talk: no

111) missed someone: no
112) hugged someone: yes once again my mom
113) fought with your parents: nope
114) fought with a friend: nope

DO YOU
115) wear eye shadow: yes
116) put on a "front": no
117) have a crush on someone: no
118) eat with your mouth open: idk prolly lol

119) if you got a tattoo, where would you get it: on my back but no in the middle im bad at explaining

120) what color is your floor/carpet in your room: dark blue
121) what was the last cd you bought: msi for cintrinia :)
122) how did you spend last summer: partying with my friends
123) when is the last time you showered: last night before bed
124) are you lonely: yea

125) are you happy: i guess

126) are you wearing pajamas: i wish
127) are you talking to someone online: no
128) what is your astrological sign: aquarius

Cecilia and the Silhouette Saloon

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 14:17:50 GMT

So yesterday was pretty good. School got let out early at 10:30 and Andrea and her friend emily came over and we smoked. Then Kaylia came over and we smoked then i went to sleep then went to work. Came home talked to mike for little bit and that was basically it. Except for the part where tyler's little gf threw a bitch fit cuz i called him to ask him a question. So all i have to say is i didnt call him to try to fuck him as you think i called him to ask him if he knew anybody that had any fucking pot. so chill the fuck out.

anyway besides all that stupid bullshit things are starting to look up :) My mom went back to work and friday im goin christmas shopping for her. I guess kirk had a change of heart and decided to buy his woman some gifts. Which are well deserved. I just want this christmas to pass it has a bad vibe.

But i should go do my work now which i prolly wont, ryan will con me into playing the bubble game like he does everyday :)

-KiM-

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 14:38:34 GMT

Sooo hopefully today goes as planned. Kaylias suppose to be coming over and we're suppose to be going to sowas house. Idk if ill be able to go over there cuz my mom is "concerned" about the roads. But shes gonna come over and were gonna smoke. I need to get fucked up :) lol and i miss getting fucked up with kaylia. And tomorrow im prolly gonna go to danis or something and if i dont see mike tonight ill prolly just go over there tomorrow. And i want to kill vince taylor. James said he was comparing gay people to horses. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!? what a fucking stupid ass bitch. First off its not the persons choice to be gay and how the fuck are gay people like horses. what a fucking dumbass. If i see him today im gonna go up to him and freak the fuck out. He doesnt even want to go there with me. AND james was sitting right fucking there its not like he doesnt know hes gay. People are so closed minded it pisses me off so bad. So if any of you people dont like the way james is then go fuck yourself cuz your a fucking stupid ass bitch.

Alright i just had to get that off my chest anyway.....

I hope this weekend is good.
Give me a call if you wanna do something.

<3 KiM

I HATE this hour

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 14:46:02 GMT

So yesterday i was at work and i was sitting there being bored and i looked over and stevens and matherly were standing there at the counter! I almost pissed my pants lol I was so excited! I hadnt seen them in soooooooooooo fucking long. But i didnt really get to talk to them for long but oh well hopefully they are coming over tomorrow if my mom isnt being gay.

That was pretty much the only exciting thing that happened yesterday.

Jenelle comes back tomorrow! haha im excited for that <3

I really dont like doing my work in this hour its really stupid but its over soon yay! :)

im out

-KiM-

I got my phone back!!!!

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 14:44:00 GMT

So last night after I got home from a VERY long day of work i tried asking Kirk when i got my phone back (he pays the bills so my mom cant say when i get it 'n stuff) and he starting copping a bitch ass attitude. Well the REALLY gay thing is i didnt even do anything and im not just being a kid and saying ohhh i didnt do anything but it was a big misunderstanding and i have a hard time talking to him. But anyway we got into this huge fight and he made me cry so he felt bad and gave me my phone back!!!! yay!!!! i pulled the ur ruining my life i cant even talk to my friends line. It works well.

Ahhh something crazy Tyler saw MY dad at Kroger MY dad. Why would my dad be in creek? I think he needs to be murdered. Brutally murdered.

Soooo I've been talking to Stevens a lot and hopefully he can come over wednesday with matherly i havent seen them boys in so long. God mike is like perfect. Hes soooo sweet :) I cant even like explain it we just like talk for hours about like idk everything i feel like i can tell him anything, it sounds soooo girly but he is perfect.

So i miss melissa james sooo much <3 I love you girl call me.

i really dont want christmas to come im not prepared at all :(
Im usually so happy and excited for it but this year i just wish i could skip the whole thing, its so overrated...and stressfull.

Last weekend was kinda fun. Friday i didnt do shit cuz i wasnt in the mood to really go anywhere but dani's and she couldnt go anywhere but saturday i went over to her moms new apartment and then cintrinia showed up. A couple hours later Shane and Angela showed up and we smoked a blunt it was very fun. Sunday i had to get up at like 10 and get ready for work and i worked 11-6 it sucked a lot of dick but i need money so i guess its worth it.

But im outta things to say so laterrrr

-KiM-

gIrLs CaLl Me JoLlY RaNcHeR cUz I sTaY sO hArD

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 14:37:30 GMT

Eh Christmas is like only a month away and i really dont want it to come. Im so glad im back at work i get to stay away from my mom. Yesterday was awesome for all you people who saw jenelle beat kiara up. That little bitch had it coming. I miss jenelle i wish she didnt get suspended.I dont think you should get suspended for beating someone up if they deserve it lol.Idk what im doing this weekend hopefully something fun as long as my mom is being gay cuz im suppose to be "grounded". I need money but i owe my moms bf $200 cuz of my phone.

I am kinda excited for tomorrow all that FOOOOOD :) but we have to go to kirks moms and dads and i hate it there everyone is so damn uptight and well if you know me im not the conservative type. And they dont like me that much cuz at 4th of july me and kaylia got all fucked up in front of them and they thought it was just horrible for two teenage girls to act that way. pssshhhh fuck that. fuck that in its ass.

Well im out

-KiM-

HAHAHAHAHA

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 19:17:15 GMT

ExampleJENELLE KICKED KIARA'S ASS

haha it was so funny

LaFfY TaFfY

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 15:44:32 GMT

Soooo my mom is outta the hospital but shes being a royal fucking bitch. She better let me go to cintrinias tonight cuz i really need to get away from her. Kirks a fucking faggot ass bitch too. I really wanted to hang out with Sean and Stevens this weekend. I havent seen him since he fucking graduated. I miss stevens so much :( now i cant even talk to him cuz my mom took my phone away. I cant talk to sean AHHH FUCKING BITCH!!!!
This computer is being a gay ass bitch i just want to get away for awhile im so stressed out i just need a fucking break. i dont mean to complain but i do just need like 2 days to just relax and get away from everything and everyone. my mom wont let me smoke i havent had a cigarette in 4 days! i want to kill myself ahhhkhfkjggjkg okay i dont want to kill myself but i want to punch something well i dont want to complain anymore...

I MISS YOU MELISSA JAMES!!!!!! we are way outta touch we need to start hanging out it makes me sad that we hardly even talk :(

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 14:26:53 GMT

So i found out that kiara made all that shit up. Way to fucking be cool and lie so i would get mad at jordan for no reason. I dont care that she likes sean at all i care if shes talking shit which she said she wasnt. I dont understand why people have to sit there and make shit up so they can watch drama. Its so fucking stupid. I think Jenelle should yell at Kiara again she fucking deserves it. God i love jenelle lol :) it was so funny when she went up to Kiara and started freaking out on her. I dont kno what im doing this weekend. Hopefully my mom comes home :( Tonight im suppose to be hanging out with Kaylia. Haha you should def. come get me more often in the mornings so we can fucking rock out again lol. And i would really appreciate it if people would stop coming up to me asking how my mom is. Im not trying to be a bitch but i dont want to talk about it so stop asking. Im so glad its friday im soooo tired. Hopefully i get to see sean saturday or something we havent hung out the last couple of days. well i guess thats all

<3Kim

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 14:16:27 GMT

Last night i went trick or treating with james and cintrinia and we ended up seeing sean damien and jordan. Well this little bitch jordan likes sean i guess and when sean saw me he came up to me and started walking with me holding my hand. Well i guess she didnt like it and got all pissy and left sean and he had to find his way back. okay so i didnt kno she liked sean and i guess she likes damien too. Well fucking get over yourself becuz obviously sean doesnt like you and your a fucking dumbass to think he does. You told Kiara o i think he likes me HA bitch he told me he thought you were fucking nasty. And you think you can take me? Are you fucking kidding me i will fucking beat your ass so dont fucking walk threw the halls smiling at me and shit becuz i dont fucking like you. Its not my problem sean likes me and he doesnt like you. Get the fuck over it. From what i heard you like pretty much everything that walks, desperate? So fucking watch your step bitch.

On a better note, me and sean are gettin a lot closer and i reallllly like him :) hes cute.

I had fun last night kinda except for all this drama bullshit.

Well thats pretty much all i have to say so im out

<3